Devil in disguise
Sunday, August 28, 2005

wooo. tuddae is HAPPY HAPPY CARNIVAL DAE. oh yah FIY im at mardhiah's hse. if nort i wont be using comp larrx. saint houng comp oso spoil damnit. haiis.
anw. tis morn i woke up TOO EARLY. had tu wait ferr quite awhile thn ing and alicia came. thn we went tu eat. toast and half boiled egg de set tt cums wiid milo. i tell u de quality was crap. okay thn afterr eating went tu kampong arang therr.

thn went ther tt tyme. took quite long to realise whose stall iim at. okay in de process saw some landers. lols. tantan ther larrx. thn ltr mardhiah sms me tell me sae she saw dan and his frens. IN HOME CLOTHES. thn she sae duno wad he doing wadd ahh. reading newspaper thn duno doing wad. DAMN SHUAI. ofc rite. thn walao i was hoping they wuld come. thn hahahs. they rly came. cooool (:

okay before they came. me and ing went bak tu ing's hse to take black shorts. err. thn damn sian larrx. do the beans tingg. okay my game was. to seperate 4 different beans into four different plates. for kids it wuld be 10 beans iin each plate in 1min. teens to adults wuld be 20 beans in each plate in 1.5min. thn old ppl =x wuld be 15 beans in 1.5min. lols. okay at first i tot we wuld haf no shen yii. in the end nort bad larrx.

thn ltr gort break[i went bak late =x] hahas. walked arnd wiid alicia and ing. OMG. saw dan. hahhahas. nort so cute. budden stil cute. hahahs duno lar. err. DAMN HOT. can die. thn go collin's stall ther. jeremy damn blur. walao rly can hit the ball at his face one lah. lols. thn erm. we lost ing's $2 ticket. =x thn me and alicia returning her. okay. thn ltr crap crap. tis four gals come plae. burt is to create chaos. rly damn crap. thn ltr me alicia and ing left at abt 2. thn go alicia hse use toilet blar blar blar. thn now iim at mardhiahs hse.

okay. in the meantime. me and amalya were smsing like mad ppl. lols. only me and her wuld understand. lols. and i tink i oso called mardhiah every few mins lar. lols. sry mardhiah!

oh yah. ytd fanglynn and me were discussing how to celeb my bdae next year. cant wait. lols. its gona be a BLAST!

okay. bye. wish my comp can faster repair (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EMMA AND ANDREW! <3


&devil disguises 4:41 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005

omg. tuddae drama infusion was crap. lols. my fav was CHENGHAO'S GRP. okay lemme explain iin detail. hahhahhahas. chenhao had to act like a gal and they bought a hairband for him to wear. and he borrowed my skirt okay. he was trying to fit and it like sorta culdnt fit ?! i damn scared it spoil lah walao. thn kenny borrowed my fone. they needed their fone to ring in the act mah. okay in to the play.
SCENE: PHARMACY
kenny acting as receptionist; ghim joo as cleaner.
adri and chenghao walk iin as a couple. [chenghao wearing my skirt and hairband ._.]
adri: hey look at these pills i wonder how much they cost [or smt liddat lah]
chenghao:why dont u ask the receptionist?
adri: OK. *walk to the receptionist;kenny.
*kenny's fone rang and he picked it up
adri: hey how much do these vitamin pills cost?
kenny: cant u see im busy ?
adri: how much does it cost?
kenny: jus take it u can haf it
*adri and chenghao walks out of pharmacy HOLDING HANDS* [rofl. its like adri so short and chenghao so tall. lols]
SCENE: ON THE ROAD
chenghao and adri as couple;ghim joo and kenny as robbers
*chenghao and adri walking on the road HOLDING HANDS and suddenly kenny and ghim joo came out and grab chenghao*
chenghao: HELP!! [in a damn gayish voice rofl]
adri: ahhh! i feel so weak! *collapses*
*scene transition*
adri:maybe i shld try the vitamin pills i bought
*ZHAFRI STRIPS AND WEARS ADRI'S CLOTHES* omg his packs...........
SCENE:ROAD
kenny and ghim joo still having chenghao captured;zhafri... u'll see (;
zhafri afterr stripping[gals enjoy his strip ??] jumps out
zhafri: hey i feel bigger!
zhafri: GIVE ME BACK MY GIRLFRIEND [pukes]
*fights wiid ghim joo and kenny. he slammed kenny. like iin WWE*
wooooo. ther u haf ur wonderful story. u wuld larf like hell if u've seen it larrx rly.
kenny crap. took a pic of chenghao; zhafri ; xiao ling; and my back view. and he took a video of my grp's performance. no wonder no space. grr. hahhhas.
after sku. mardhiah was goiin crazy overr sth lols. and rachel tells lame ghost stories. made me scream for nth damnit. and sec fours erm i tink they're rly gay taking pic of durians and stuff.

thn yg and me went to tim. afterr my follow up we went bak tu sku ferr awhile. hahahhaas she wanted tu see kitkat. HE SO HOT LOR. omg. hahhahs. thn daniel duno wad happen to him toking to his ma'am?! lols. wooooo. thn yg wanted tu go home.thn i go bus stop tok to mardhiah until fone no batt. lols. aiyah dun wana go home larrx rly damn sian one.

home is boring. my comp crashed. room mate's comp doesnt haf all the songs tt i haf. results getting worse and worse. wtf haiiiis my life is screwed.


&devil disguises 9:58 PM
Thursday, August 25, 2005

wooo. mrs wee said tt my work was slacking cus i didnt bring my vocab book. damn herr. argh.

afterr sku gort interr class soccer. hahhahhas. okay stayed back tu cheerr. zhaf de idiot went home and made evriione so fed up. err dut noe larrx. thn wad ahh. drama ting was crap okay. tmr i tink we gonna fail. we are like the last few classes. afterr they raised de standard. haiiis.

ashraff dance. was crap. lols. AND HE KEPT TAKING A VIDEO OF ME WTF. hes an. errr. asshole. hahahahahas. and MDM FARIDA IS SHORTER THN ME WOOHOO! hahhahahs. WOOO 1A WON! and went into second round. second round against 1B and still won! hahahhahahhas. (: once ghazali get de ball. wahhhh. otherr team no chance lerrx. hahahhas.

sianed. wen can i haf my comp sia. haiis.


&devil disguises 8:45 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005

wow tuddae nort bad larx. quitee okay
hist: 20/25
geog: 20/25
sounds good? so wadd. iim still gona haf a red mark. haiiis. its gona be so ugly lorx. waa wtf. haiis. wadeva larrx. chinese period i tink i mood swing? mabe. or cus kenny and chenghao laughed at me wen liu lao shi said tt ting. hmm. thn during lit mr ahyar was asking hu failed wad subject. thn wen he sae chinese tt time i didnt rly hearr larrx. thn wad ahh. kenny was like 'richny u fail lar' im like. okay wtf. tt reminds me. ahhhh. wtf. thn during geog he was sorta liddat oso. he sae 'wahh richny y u win me in geog? nvm chinese i still win u' wtf i noe tt. budden dun hafta remind me. ahh damn.

okay. afterr sku it was nort badd. err finally passed de present. wtf kenny peeped at it. i duno lah hes getting on maii nerves tis few daes. its like wtf lor. i dun like ppl touching my tings without my permission. last time he looked at my fone ok wtf. wen i was changing in toilet lah thn fone in class. errrr. duno lah. hes jus erm. irritating. anw tudddae supposed tu be berii happy. i was very happy. until tt ting. ahhh wtf. haiis. budden in conclusion tuddae was a happy dae? hahhas yahh. cus i tot of de happy tings (:


&devil disguises 6:21 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005

wooo. my results RAWK. my higherr chinese. flunedd iit. i FAILED. okay first failurre iin tk and i failed so badly. i feel dman badd. budden duno y wen goin thru paperr still can siing song so happy? errr sian. happy mood thn go bak class felicia so depressed thn make me depressed oso. thn i go fiona therr thn smile smile ler (: err. thn science. woo it was encouraging! ahahhhahas. section B i gort highest iin classs. wooooo! budden overrall i tink i and varian tied. damnit can he like gimme my space for being first? haiis. hahhhhas. budden nberrmind larrx it cheered me up. hmm. thn lit oso nort badd larrx. 18/25 hahha didnt expect maiiself tu get tis mark. errr. okay tuwards de end of de dae it was more encouraging. budden i still failed chinese and tt is farking crap. most probably getting maths back tmrr. haiis half de class failed. ahh i hope iim de otherr half. burt ii tink i failed too. ahh crap. POSITIVE. how am i supposed tu tink positive now?! its the first time i failed in tk. and the worst failure iin my whole life. and im prolly gona fail home econs too. so err. tts like 3 tests failed?! i see myself nower. damnit larrx hais.

okay tri returned home ytd. tts good ferr herr. no need see aunty's face. WE MISS YOU TRI! haiis thn tt aunty . ppl go home oso dun wana give herr peace. still sae wad herr jewelleryy lost. thn wadd. make it sound like tri stole it liddat. ppl wana go bak lerrx thn still liddat. wad a bitch. thn tri had to take out all herr stuff iin herr luggage. and wen she was packing bak tt tyme aunty still shout at her sae 'FASTER LAR' damn herr. and ltr wen she returned home frm fetching tri frm airport she realised she misplaced it. tis happened befur lorrx. ahh tt bitch.

err. trng tuddae wasnt tt badd. nort so tiring. budden traxie yinmin andd me were lyk. dut noe larrx. like need tu use toilet liddat budden at the same tym dun need to use? hahhas. errr. and SEXYBOY RAWKS! hahahahhhas.


&devil disguises 9:05 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005

walao comp crashed damnit. i tink it takes abt 2h or more before i can at least use it. damnit. reformatting soon budden my songs. wtf. jay chou pics still can get frm kolim. budden my pics leh. aiyah. DAMN SIAN! ahhhhhhhh. most wadd one is my SONGS. walao. damn. anw FIY i usin saint houng's comp


&devil disguises 12:56 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005

hmm. tuddae morn kenny make me angry again. wadeva sia. thn erm. oral sarks larrx wtf. read passage alr thn find it damn easy so happy. thn iin front of cherr. thn erm. wtf larrx. de otherr two oso. i can DIE. rly. i didnt follow the format. wtf. and like. damn jing zhang lar. thn duno lar. supposed tu tink. budden after de cherr sae i jus blurt out. damnit lorx. sian. die larrx. i was shivering okay. stress larrx. thn go down alr still sweat like damn shit lar. heart still pounding. wadeva lar. listen tu yansiang ipod shake like wad liddat. thn she mardhiah and me fight for the earpiece. lols. woooo. gc rawks sia. hahahahs. jay chou best lar. thn ltr duno wad lar. go parkway. hahas before tt rite. stand outside the wer the sec ones are lar. someone wana see someone. thn they duno doin wad ahh. hahhas. like faint liddat. thn someone larf so cutee!! wahh! de voice so gu niang budden cutee larrx. er thn go parkway wiid mardhiah yiguan and azmi. hahahas. crap larrx we all. crap all de wae.

(:


&devil disguises 11:58 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005

errr. tuddae errr. home econs isa sure fail hahahas. and the milo. it tastes FISHY. yes i mean fishy. i told fiona to try and she wanted to vomit too. hhahas. err. thn science lesson. ms goh tuddae damn pissed wiid us cus we too noisy i guess. thn now kenny hafta sit wiid michelle cus of adri. thn kenny's reaction was like 'AHHH' hahhas good one kenny.

afterr sch. kinda rocked larrx. ahahash .oh yah. wen going bak tu class, goin down fer recess and goin up frm recess oso rawked. woooo. KWONG SANG WOO RAWKS. hahahhas. jay chou more lar ofc. thn ltr go parkway. hahhahash. woooooo. saw tis few ppls. lols.

jaychourawks! (:
<3 -


&devil disguises 9:22 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005

ytd chinese can die larrx. walao prepare to chao juan zi liao larx dun care. thn lit jus nice. finish in de last two mins. wadeva. hahahas. thn chinese class liu lao shi tok abt abortion. so damn. disgusting. and zhafri. his sms was like. ROFL

thn tuddae. science okay lar. geog oso. so wadeva. geog i left two blanks. i dun give a damn now lar so pissed. wtf.

happy birthday froggy vicko (:


&devil disguises 9:25 PM
Monday, August 15, 2005

wahhh. tuddae can die sia. maths. wtf larrx damn scared i tink i alot of wrong. thn hist. i oso scaredd. duno larrx. de most scaredd is tmr higherr chinese. tt one rly die. thn gort lit. ESSAY QUESTION. im lazy to revise forr tt. hahahahs. =x

anw ALEX'S TABLETOP RAWKS! full of jay's pics. andd he promised to gimme some. weeeets~ andd tuddae was crap larrx. eng periodd was chao lame. thn ltr duno wadd shit crap. ZHAFRI AND KENNY ting. omg tt was crap. and ce lesson lame larrx. hahahahs. thn zhafri plae dde chapteh[duno how tu spell] thn pull his pants so high. err. show off his sexy legs ahh.

thn afterr sku. crap larrx. hahahhas. mardhaihh andd zhafrii. we were like 'mardhiah mardhiah. go fasterr larrx. walao ppl go up liaos u still so behind' cus mardhiah gey gey paisei go nearr zhaf mahhx. hahahhas. thn duno wad larrx. she paisei. we were like 'SQUEEZE' hahahahhas. thn ltr at home damn malu. i sms zhaf thn ltr wanted tu tell yiguana wadd happened. thn send wrongly to him. thn he was like 'r u suer e sms is sent to me?' walao chao malu and paisei lorx! WTF

thn wadd ahh. kelvin cor thn sae abt de fook chhay tingg. thn iim like wtf. hahahas. tuddae alot of wtf.

happy birthday Leon
ilovejaychou (:
<3 -


&devil disguises 11:34 PM

ytd. hmm. went to parkway befur cell. hahahhas. ingg was late as usual =x budden at least i saw rui enn. hahhahas. yellow shirtt. she walk iin mcdonalds thn look at dde tv. lame lorrx. look at herr ownself dance. budden she used de toilet larrx. thn ltr went pp tu pierrce. on dde wae saw tanya andd herr notbor frens. and she pierced wiid us (: thn ltr go cell lerrx. cell rawks! woohoo!

tuddae. STUDY. iif thers one word tu describe tuddae it wuld be STUDY. who,e dae study lorrx. now thn come online. haiis. tmr common test lerrx. ahhahas. chapt 1 i expert liaos. chapt 2 erm. hahahahas. still can larrx. need abit of tyme to recall.budden wadeverrs. iim contented mans. gort quite alot of work done. hahaha. thn jus now watch one crazy show. all the charrs rly CRAZY sia. hahahhas. wells tmr de test. Good Luck everyone. (:

happy birthday seav mei
ilovejaychou (:
<3 -


&devil disguises 12:03 AM
Friday, August 12, 2005

mrs valerie tan sarks! eat ourr recess tyme. damn herr. damn naggy. hahahhas. thn ourr pe. we had iit wiid de other classes lorrx. gort de ACES dae. damn lame. i hate it!

thn afterr sch. hahhahahs. evonne rawks! iloveher (: cute rich andd smart. hahahas. thn talia hahhas. afterr get chinese o levels results thn beri happy. thn she see me wave until like. hahahahs. beri happy lar. thn sae 'i got A1!' lols thn hug me. scaryy sia. hahahhas.

thn ltr de oral ting lorrx. scary sia. thn next week is oral lerrx. andd common test. so tts yy next week is sooo gonna rockk. thn after de oral ting go eat cup noodles crap. thn go de op warehouse sale. hahahhash. gort nort much stuff lar. wad to expect. its a WAREHOUSE SALE mahhs. budden at least bought a shirt lar. hahaha. betta thn nth.


&devil disguises 8:53 PM

walao. did u all see de news and evriting? lols FYI iim using saint houng's comp now burt tts nort de point anw. walao. de farkingg reporter iis like so fake lorrx. make it sound like wadd. jay chou wanna da ta liddat. HE SIBEI FAKE LOR. fake ass asshole. he can go and die larrx. farker. hahahs agree wiid wadd donna sae 'break his nose, jay!' hahah. he rly sarks lorrx. ehh. wadd crap. idols can turn down interviews oso wadd rite. thn jay alr sae wadd 'leave me alone' andd stars haf theirr own privacy lorrx. farker ass. hahah bloody saint houng now trying tu suan me sae jay lousy. hahax. i shld haf taken a video of her wen she jus finished watching initial d. she was like 'omg JAY CHOU IS SO SHUAI' andd evriitin. goiin gaga overr him. hahahas. let herr see. is de best. burt too badd. hahahs. anw. bakk tu wad ii was sayingg. de farking paparazzi. still grab jay chou andd wadd lorrx. he idiot larrx. jay chou can sue him for molest. haahs. i mean like. get inside car oreddy still so despo go and pull him out again. wtf. he gay liddat wan jay chou so muchh. still go andd touch him. OMG LAR. idiot siarrhx tt fucker ass. OMG. hahahs. at least jay chou will noe wad kinda farking job patty huo does LOL~ budden rly lorrx. de reporter damn fake. wadd 'zhou xian shen, ni shi ou xiang eh wo men you quan li fang wen nii. ZHOU XIAN SHEN BU YAO LUAN LAI ORH' wtf. wad a fake ass rite ? he idiot sia. walao. thn wadd ahh. they dun wan delete dde film lorrx. pian pian yao show lorrx. wadd ATTENTION SEEKERS are they mans. HE SARKS! de farkin reporterr. ahh. so pissed wid him. its like wtf lorrx.thn jay chou like nberr tis angry befur lorrx. push him. ahahs. hu tell de bloody repoter go grab him outta his car. thn now mabe ppl gort badd impression of jay chou lerrx. budden mabe nort. cus tis ting is like so obvious de reporter at fault. tose ppl hu tink tt jay chou at fault are either BLIND or BIASED. anw reporters sarks. INCLUDING PATTY HUO

ZHOU JIE LUN <3 *


&devil disguises 12:47 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005

wahahahha. tuddae rawks mans. hahahash. erms. hahahs. assembly science class and after sku lols was de best. anw after sch fiona was like playing jay chou songs on de piano. chao hao ting lorrx! DAMN NICE CANS?! ahhahahs. qi li xiang she noe de most. lols. budden still can play abit of zhi zhan zhi shang. hahhas. okay. tuddae after sch de canteen was like. ughh. damn empty. i tink sec threes gort remedial or sth. tts wad wf told me. thn sec fours gort de o levels oral. thn wadd. duno wad happened tu de sec twos lorrx. sec one even more dun need to sae sure all after sch rush home lerrx =x hahahs. other classes gort de carnival ting. one a so sarks dun haf. damnnnn.

ilovejaychou (:


&devil disguises 10:22 PM

heyyx. hahahs. im blogging. USING MY ROOM MATE'S COMP. hahahs. listening tu herr songs. wells dun make tt much diff cus i haf most of her songs too anw. budden i turned off maii comp alr. and using her comp is betta actually. cus i can listen to songs without disturbing herr (: hahahhas. i shld use more of her comp next tyme. hhahs. listening tu tong hua now. lalalarhs~ so nice. lols. she studying now. bleahx. while im enjoying evrii bit of using herr comp =x hahahs. okay. budden im nort tat used to mac anw. ahh heck. at least i noe how tu use her comp. hahahhs. and i jus now tahan her sing three songs? hahahhas. its okay lar. she tahan me listen tu maii songs evriitime anw. okay it was amusing at first. budden ltr i did maii own stuff thn forgot herr singing. hahhas. hafta admit larrx. maii singing sarks too. so now she tahan maii singing lorrx. ahhahs. okay duno wen im gona end his entry. hmm. make full use larrx. first time blog wiid her comp. lols. oh yahh. jus now de toilet. OMG. err. lame. ZAI WU DING CHANG ZHE NI DE GE~ hahahs. listening tu wu ding now. and heard her sing it jus now -_-" actually she sings it as long as she hears it. okay she applying her stuff. i shld apply mine too. hahhas. her table is 'vandalised' hahhas. all scolding auntie. i contributed abit too heeheex. err so boredd. WOOHOO BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES. tis song rawks. hahahs. still love it after soooo long. burt u wont get to see de tears ii cryyyyyy. behind these hazel eyes. wooo. hahhas. okay. gona stop here before i crap tooo muchh.

ilovejaychou (:


&devil disguises 12:36 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005

spent de whole of ytd and tudade studying larrx. hahhas. tuddae had baddd tummyache. DAMN . hahahhas. anw jay chou rawks! <3


&devil disguises 9:59 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005

tuddae national dae celebration. hmm gort de flag hunt ting lor. damn lame okay. budden walk to 4j tt tyme saw sexy. hahash. so nice lor. thn duno lar. crap lar de flag hunt ting. at adri's station rite. michelle's leg. tripped me. thn i fall. thn she sae ' wads ur prob' wtf lor. maii sides damn pain fer de rest of de whole tingg. thn ltr we finish ler. thn buying drinks tt tyme. rachel was ther lar. thn saw cutee. hahahs. DAMN CUTE. hahahs. thn was rejoicing wiid herr. thn ltr yiguana tell me tt his eyes like red red one. sadd. she sae de football hit his eyes or smt. sadd. thn okay lar. sec ones move to hall ferst mahh. thn ii looking down mah. cute was lookin up lorrx. hopefully maii direction lols =x okay. im dreaming. budden he looked damn sickk. haiis. budden still damn cute. hahas. thn hiis class come in hall tt tyme oso saw him. wow so cute. lols. mardhiah oso sae damn sweet lorrx. hahahs. thn during de songs tt tyme i joined 1b =x ahhahs. we looked like some kinda psycho ppl. hahas. thn after sku. at tkg bus stop ther. hahahas. cute andd his frens were ther lorrx. walao cute damn CUTE larx he. he so close some more. OMG! melted ther mans. thn wadd. talia andd her frens saw maii fone lorr. cus ashraff put sexy's pic as maii wallapapaer mahh. thn ii haben chg bakk yet. thn wadd they were like 'SEXY AHH SEXY AHH' they sae his real name lar ofc. thn they were like purposely sae until so loud one. thn they wre like 'eh is sexy here anot ah' wa piangg.

thn ltr go tkp. wow. ahhas. saw mani mani ppls therr. yahh. evriione changed lorrx. hmm thn ltr went suntec eat kfc. thn watch Stealth. thn after tt mr soh go home lerrx lorrx. ahhahahs.mr soh treated us de movie. he damn good lorrx. haiis. i feel tt. hmm. we shld rly. organise a thank u party some dae fer him. lols. thn ltr de guys ahh. wa piang. damn fickle minded. cant decide wher to go. sae go one place walk a few steps thn chg mind again. thn on de bus. we decided to go katong eat thn they wana go zion they go. thn ltr de chhay damn farni. eat half wae. can sae awdd 'oh shit now seventh month' lols.

hmm. scaredd. jus watched incredible tale =x


&devil disguises 10:42 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005

im so bad. and mean to maii parents. haiis. tuddae they came at 11am. lols wen they're supposed tu cum at 12.30?! hahahs. budden i damn badd. haiis. i jus play comp thn leave them downstairs lorrx. haiis. damn badd. budden maii mum. yahh. i told her abt de air con ting (: thn i made them wait fer me lor. fer lunch. they were waiting fer me to eat lunch wiid them =/
thn ltr went tu TM lorrx. thn bought PINK SLING BILLABONG bag (: fer some ppl they wuld understandd yy ii put tose in caps x)) hahhas. thn bought a shirt oso. thn duno yy. frm OP ther. i started tu mood swing agains. haiis. stupidd me. thn go popular. blar blar blar. thn ltr go bak first floow. thn gort de escalator tu basement rite. maii dad went down. thn i was like 'go down fer wad?! nth ther oso' thn i nber go down lor. maii mum oso. haiis. she stay wiid me mahh. thn maii dad was down ther fer so long lor. he was finding his wae up i guess =/
thn ltr go mc eat. still show attitude. thn after tt took taxi home lor. maii mum told me to go bak hotel wiid them first until finish dinner thn go home. thn i dun wan. haiis. thn they gave me money =/ okay u all mite tink tt its good. burt i feel damn guilty. i treat them so badd thn they still gimme money to spend. their love fer me. haiis. andd tis is wadd i did to repay them. thn ltr gort off taxi i jus wove to them. nber even look at them. thn ltr i walk abit thn look bak rite. they were still in de taxi looking at me. haiis. thn i feel damn guilty. thn now im crying. haiis. feel so badd fer wadd i did. wth was wrong wiid me lor. haiis. its like. maii mum miss me tts de reason y they came in de first place. thn tis is how i treat her lor. its like. their like living de last of their lives oreddy. i shld help them live it to de fullest. thn i liddat treat her. its like wtf lor. i feel like a bitch. haiis. i told maiiself ler they are goin bakk budden i still lidat to them. wads wrong wid me lor. haiis. they must really feel damn guilty and heartbroken. yeas tts wad yiguan told me ytd. its nort tt they dun understand me is they are nort given a chance. haiis. like wtf mans. i hate maiiself. fer wad i did. im sure. maii mum cried =/ mabe maii dad too i duno. burt i noe tt wen i cum singapore she will cryy. =/ thn iim crying now oso. tinking of wad i did.


&devil disguises 5:37 AM
Friday, August 05, 2005

walao tuddae damn pissed. frm after sch onwards. walao. evonne was like "eh ltr gort lander fall in eh" ii oso noe. hahahs. thn wadd ahh . she came tu maii table here lar. thn changi was near wadd. thn she was like so shuai so shuaii lar. thn ltr duno wadd lar damn paisei. evonne wans his number. thn wadd. zkai go andd ask or wadva. thn pull his face or smt. duno lar. thn evonne's fren sae iis evonne wan one. duno lar. zkai took pic of changi. thn send me ler. nber reveive lor. damn wadd mans. okok. thn ltr wadd. kester come. thn he ask me 'eh u ask fer zhang's number ah' thn i was like 'no is evonne lah' thn wadd. duno lar. paisei. thn wadd. ltr zhang walked tu evonne thn sae "if u wan my number gimme a paper i write down for u' hahahs. evonne sure melted. hn she sae she damn malu. thn wadd. his fone spoil or wadeva. thn took picture of him.walao. thn she deleted de pic frm fanglynn's fone lor dun wan send me lor. thn walao. she wan changi now thn dun wan send me winston's foto lor. she gort damn alot lor. walao. thn yahh. winston saw her wallpaper which is his pic. thn she was like F-U-C-K. okayy. tts abt all de embarrssing and pissing part.

thn duno lar. at first yiguana sae wana go home at 4. walao. thn iin de end go home at 3 lor. didnt catchh a bloody second of de parade. sec four step down leh. i was pissed. DAMN PISSED. wadeva

maii comp crashed. made me feel worse. damn de shit ass crap. fark.

thn ltr reach home. maii parents came. thn wad lar. go parkway. i started tu be damn buay song. cus i didnt get to buy tis billabong bag and op didnt haf any nice bags. thn wadd. they spent so long jus looking at a handbag. i was fawking pised. its like de whole dae pissed ler thn they jus. as innocent parties made me more pissed lor. come to think of it now ii damn unreasonable. haiis.


&devil disguises 9:31 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005

hmm. banjamin andd zhafri. aiyoh. owaes fight sia. haiis. hahahhs. banjamin go wadd ah. throw all de stuff frm zhafri's pencil box lorrx. sadd rite. ahhahs. ADRI DAMN FARNI. ahhahs. he go write wadd "zhafri sux" and alot of craps on zhafri's pencil box.LOL. hhahahahahahahahahahas. damn farni larrx. okayy. thn after sch. ahhahs. thn after mf yg all tose go bandd lerr. ii sit wiid talia lorrx. she doin maths paper. a maths become e maths. lols. she can bring home do sia cus she gort tuition. hahhas. thn she finish ler i go bus stop wid her lorrx. tu tm mahx. thn ltr. hmm. hahahs. reach tm ler. first tyme see ing in uniform. hahas. thn siangling andd herr bf came lorrx. second tyme ii see her sia. hahas .so chio. thn we tok tok tok. yahh. thn she go ler. thn ltr me and ing go walk walk. saw eunice and daniel. hahahs. daniel saw 'me' on tv. okay lame. hmm. thn go home. okay crap. forget ler larrx.

JAY <3


&devil disguises 10:03 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005

HAHA. tuddae befur trng. evonne was like "ehh ltr gort landerr fall iin eh" thn. hahash. we were like YES YES YES. hahash. thn ltr rite. after ourr runs we do de side steps andd criss cross rite. kenny go make fun of ourr criss cross lorr. lame. ahhas. budden he berii cute. thn hahahs. miie andd evonne look at dde guys until like wadd liddat larr. CHANGI ROX. hahahs. we jus noe dde name of tis guyy. lalalalarhs~ hahahs. we rockk! changi rox!

hmms. tuddae alot of physical. damnit. budden nberrmind. woo. gort landers. thn after trng liaos. thn kester damn lame. RENT BF. omg first time heardd. hahahhs.

tuddae rocks mans. andd tmr's HAPPY DAY. evonne must see me smiling if nort i kena slapped by herr. LOL. andd oh yahh. happy birthday minghong. andd. happy anniversaryy siangling! ourr one mthh. haahs love yahh.

jay <3


&devil disguises 9:02 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005

walao. now afterr recess rite. wen walk bakk tu class tt time rite. thn all de counsillors will standd iin one line. CHECK ATTIRE. walao. ii was damn scaredd larr. ii wear ankle mahh. chenghao caught lorr. he fold.ahhas. i damn luckky. nberr caught =x

thn ltr higher chinese lesson. haash. wad GAY WORLD. lols. ther used tu be tis place. hahas. liu lao shi loved to go therr wen she was young. burt. iits nort wad u all tink lar. dun tink dirty (: hahhas. and chenghao lives at KPO ROAD! lols. DAMN FARNI LARR. thn de dou fu jie. omg. chenghao berii bian taii. as usual. hahas.

thn ltr afterr schh. walao. i tot ytd since gort trng thn tuddae mus definitely go out rite. thn nowher tu go lorr. all go home after sch. damnit. thn ltr call petras. onii he can go. okayy. thn ii reach kfc lerr. thn i saw xiang simon andd yogii. thn ii go in wiid them first lorrs. hahahs. thn ltr walao. they eat finish liao rite. thn i ask them wher they wana go. thn xiang sae go mcdonalds. after eating kfc mus go eat mcdonalds. OMG MAN. he wadd. can eat so muchh.

thn ltr walk walk in parkway wid petras lar. thn omg. all de sec 4s ther. i tot they gort test. lols. thn walao. gort dde jj. andd 3 other guys. yahh. omg. i didnt noe he noe miie. walao. thn they at stege therr. thn they stare at us. damnit. tts y i walked awae lorr. yahh. as iin. de otherr sidde. andd ii saw oso saw sexyboy. (: hahas. thn jus now. jj tell miie. de fourr of them is purposely stare dde. they sae wadd "lets stare" LAME RITE. -_-"

kkx. thn erm. ii jus now come home. sleep. ahhhahas. gort nitemare. saw alot of dead kittens. ahhas. now ii oso same as imee lerr. scaredd of cats.

SISI SUX. hahahs. JAY CHOU rox.


&devil disguises 9:52 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005

hmm. tuddae. mrs khairul. walao. miie andd felicia ask zhafri tu ask herr. wen we get bakk ourr maths paper larrx. thn zhaf ask lerr. she was like. OH I HAVENT MARK YET. like. damn sarcastic andd proudd tt kinda tone. idiot. even zhafri saes so. thn ltr she sae tu dde whole class larr.she sae ACTUALLY I MARKED ALR. damn herr.

thn erm. ltr eng periodd go comp lab lorrx. do dde duno wadd mosquito ting. thn kenny. walao he damn lame lehh. hhe owaes turn bakk andd comment on wadd im doiin. thn ltr ii go friendsterr write testi ferr ing rite. cus finish early mahh. thn hhe sae "huh richny ni xie TESTIS geii ren jia ahh?" omg man. thn ltr ghim joo go watch HAPPY TREE FRIENDS. lols ahhahas. thn felicia tell miie to go see herr blogg. thn she told miie tu mute burt ii nberr hearr larr. thn her blog gort sound rite. we all tot is ghim joo de happy tree friends lor. thn actually is mine. budden de mrs wee. she verii dumb larr. hearr music onii sae put softer. lol.

thn erm. gort trng lorr. nort much ppl. hahas. thn court playy tt time. ii was tiredd. lols. LUCKY MAN. cus ltr BOK came. trng supposed tu endd. hhe sae wana see us plae one quarterr. thn iin de end took 1h. hahas. lucky i nber play mans. (:

JAY <3


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